Nothing would make me happier to say that it was a home run / slam dunk scan, but I cannot. It was remarkable, and the remarks concern my one and only lung.
3 subcentimeter lesions were mentioned within my right lung.
It is too early to tell what they are exactly, but they are big enough to be mentioned. They were also not seen on previous scans.
Could it be nothing? Absolutely. Could it be everything? More than likely, but it is out of our hands either way.
The plan is to stay the course as we always have. Fortunately, my day to day life keeps me very busy playing with and chasing kids (sometimes chasing Andrea!). In your every day John Doe with no health issues, these would probably not have been mentioned. However, my disease course is anything but normal. It’s best to catch things early.
God’s timing is perfect. He does not control the disease. He is not responsible for the disease. The disease just is. However, He has made many amazing blessings happen with timing, with how this disease has played out, with how things always come together, and the list goes on.
With that said, I just had the perfect two vacations with my beautiful and amazing wife as well as my children. These vacations were right before this news. Why does this matter? It matters because I experienced these memories as a father and husband who was NED. That is crucial. I experienced them without the thought of cancer. I was able to laugh, run, swim, and hike without a disease care. Literally, it was as if it was just a nightmare, and we were waking up to a beautiful reality.
Furthermore, we already have appointments with my neurosurgeon, oncologist and radiation oncologist in a few days. I don’t have to stress and scramble as I have done in days past to formulate a meeting of the minds. I can relax. Yes. Relax knowing that we will be at the drawing board soon making a master battle plan. We will win the war. It’s just another battle.
Please pray for nothing to show up on the MRI next Tuesday (August 4, 2015). Please pray for peace, for options, for treatments that work, and for my family. Please pray for a long life with my family and friends.
We love you all, so very much. Hug your loved ones a little tighter for us tonight. Make memories. Forgive.
Thank you for being with us no matter what.